You didn’t *really* choose this life. It came natural with being a rejected little beta. An involuntarily celibate freak. Porn addiction is your life. Addiction to femdom is the only sex life for you! so, you’ve become so controlled and consumed by it. Your femdom porn goddess is basically your girlfriend! lol or is it your own hand? Sometimes you try so hard to escape but it’s just impossible. This is your everything. Porn addiction consumes you! it’s just the way it is for a loser.